BAR

The BAR starts Monday bright and early.

I hope I can get there on time and remember everything I need to know.

I hope I don't freak out!

In less than a week it will all be over, I'm about to cry just thinking about it.

At least its not my last chance ever to take the BAR. If I don't pass 7 of the 9 but 4 of the 5, I'll be back there again in February. (pass 7 of the 9 total tests, but 4 of the 5 code subjects) More of my life put on hold. I guess that wouldn't be the most terrible thing ever. But, for the first time, I'd have to stand up and admit I didn't pass. I'm not perfect, I'm a fallible human being and I readily admit that. I hope if I'm back there in February, I have conditioned. That way I don't have to take the entire thing over again and more importantly I don't have to study for the entire thing over again. But if I fail, its okay, smarter people than me have failed, and very successful people have failed. Whatever happens happens.

I just have to wait, see and hope!

Pray for me! or send vibes!

God's will, not mine, as always, be done!

AAHHHHH!!!!!!!!