What is Wrong with Me?

I really have been an emotional wreck lately!

I don't know what has been wrong with me!

It all started when one day I was doing my usual morning routine of watching A Baby Story on TLC. When the baby was born, I cried! I don't have kids, no one close to me has had a baby, I've never witnessed a live birth in real life - why in he!! was I crying!! A week or so later, I started crying before finals saying that I was disappointing my future children by not concentrating enough in law school.

Lately it has been even worse. I have absolutely no desire to go to work. I didn't go Friday or Monday or today. (I'm an independent contractor but still) I am sad and not excited about everything. The only thing that seems like it isn't going wrong is my relationship with FI. I just don't want to do anything. I'm hoping it will be better after the wedding. But, I have to write a paper and finish planning the wedding before then!

Hopefully I can make it through and not lose my job!