Oh No!

When it was the last week of July and I was taking the Bar, I thought October seemed forever away. Now that October is here, the time has gone by in a flash. I cannot believe that in a week I will know the results of my first try at the Bar!

Now that it has come to it, I don't think I want to know. I'm not sure where my life will go either way. Actually if I have to take it again, I will have more certainty than if I don't. If I do pass, job hunting will have to be put into high gear. If I failed, job hunting will cease entirely. If I conditioned, I will have to switch gears in terms of my job hunting. I don't want to put my life on hold again and have to take it again, but I'll be absolutely shocked if I passed. It was so hard and after finishing I certainly didn't feel like I passed. I left the testing center the last day and couldn't believe how terrible it was.

Like it or not though, I have to find out and way too soon for my liking!!